I can't talk to anyone so I blog my secrets to anonymous online readers

1. I don’t think I’m pretty. I don’t think I’m cute. I don’t think I’m sexy. Or attractive at all. I've started to deny my hunger.
2. I feel useless, worthless, and helpless.
3. I’m cynical almost all of the fucking time. I don’t take really anything seriously anymore.
4. I do not trust many people. If any at all.
5. I’m very stubborn. It takes me a little while to warm up to things. I won’t always be willing to give your shit a try. 
6. I'm not always the most caring person, because for so long no one has cared about my shit, I've learned to not care about yours.
7. I do care about certain things. My interests. Obviously.
8. I’m not a fucking ray of sunshine all of the time. My attitude sucks, and I need someone who fucking understands that. But I get it. Who wants to be around such an unpleasant person?
9. I stress out about everything. I’m always stressed, despite how great I hide it. I will crack every once in a while, which is happening to occur more and more frequently (sorry). Just do yourself a favor and fuck off when I’m in that sort of mood.
10. I sit silently through my tortured nights, my dreams repeating themselves over and over and over. I can’t escape from the hell that is my mind, so I wallow in sick insanity and pretend I'm fine.